COMPLEXITY CLOSURE

i'm watching the grand finals of the debate. UWC will win. hah. and do you realise how ppl from top schools (as ranked by almost everyone) look alike? it goes from skin colour to face texture and so on.

sometimes i get so amused i find myself laughing for no rhyme nor reason.

hahaha. and seriously, they just talk in circles. no that i have some prejudice against hc but i feel that they are super contradicting and nonsensical to say the least.

no sense know! i think must be the pressure and books.

so anyway, not all my applications are done. i dread the mailing very much.

and i feel better now than i felt 23hours ago. sometimes experiencing the future is way more soothing than imagining it.

so before my social/visual life elopes away, i must stop all the recluse habits and start taking initiatives!

hah. like real.

and seriously, hc boys should stop smiling like that please!

THE L.O.-.-.-.


people who work in companies and are assigned to desk-bounded routined jobs are more prone to being anal than the rest who dont. tsk.

went back to school today with theugly (hahaha!). by school i meant the srjc. and i even went soccer. 64 dollars worth of time okay!

anyway i figured that procrastination is a contagious disease. laziness ranks second. to think i thought that responsibility begins when one turns 21 at least. bullshit lah. adulthood isnt actually that scary at all.

it only seems so because the rest of the world is not at the brink of that matured phase yet. the actual horror only commences when your various pillars of strength fall down like dominoes, just like that.

good luck man. and stop being a baby.

okay so go back to the point i originally wanted to make - working makes social life seems secondary because sleeping takes priority.

in short, work consumes everyone's soul. and i hate working (in general).

because now, instead of enjoying the stillness of the night, i am now at the mercy of caffine and the lack of vitality.

and fun.

HEAVEN KNOWS.


my room table has reverted back to the way it was. it is currently depicting my mood. what a coincidental thing.

tsk.

anyway, prisonbreak II is back! HA HA HA! and then after hours is gonna commence! shiok lah.

so that is all about (the happy things in) my life, for now.

other than that, i sort of got taken for a ride (metaphorically-speaking).

sometimes when you think you've found people to entrust your life to, you get snapped back to reality and realise that its fake. and that it doesnt feel nice one bit because you actually give a damn.

haha. funneh.

and its sad because people whom you've known since birth do that too.

anyway, these are the (examples of) words that string in my head when i think of the not-good:

"fuck you you cunt, son of a bitch. bloody mofo. chaocheebye"

then again, please note that i dont actually speak them out. also, no gender preference used because everything above was meant for everyone and anyone who falls under the tab of being an ass.

REMEMBER, i dont actually say them out!

so goodnight suckers! much love. (:

AIR HOSTESS

i actually miss going to school. work is seriously churning out the responsibility in me. not good. now whenever i feel like skipping it, i keep thinking about the extra work it'd pile on other people's desks.

and there's 1st april to think about. ha.

i can't wait for friday! please hurry hurry.

anyway the debate on tv is not very very verh interesting. i hope the ladies win though.

okay bye.

beverley hills


fortress down.
fortress down.
fortress down.
fortress down.
fortress down.
fortress down.

this is why things should be kept light hearted.

i have a strong love/hate relationship for that. so now what .

even titanium isnt strong enough.

RAILROAD COASTERS

hello.

many things have taken place since the last time the world was safe. emotions went on high. shit happens. ha. but then, the Man above has his own ways.

nobody should ever contemplate trying to understand them. nope. its never gonna work.

so anyway, i was browsing the newspapers and i see many pictures of fabregas! haha. infamous now lah that boy. dont know whats wrong with his form. wanna miss open goal for his team but yet scored against his team for reading.

funny fella.

okay, melvin just sent me some photos.


this was the day we found out melv didnt know where pacific plaza was!

HAHAHHA. okay no offence melvin.


this was the last time td7 met as a whole.

we were at melvin's and it was (if i'm not wrong), before christmas. like 22nd dec or sth. fun night. secret santa and all.

but after the holidays came and gone, each of us have our different agendas already. one still in school (no pun intended!), one got enslaved by the police force and the rest were basically working or living off our parents or both.

its interesting how these are the people i got through class and school with. how from total strangers with different backgrounds to becoming a bunch of goofballs laughing at either other people or ourselves and doing stupid things. hahaha.

morons lah all of us. i remember how we tried to sabo other losers and then go against certain teachers or just basically stand by each other despite all the shit internally (haha dont lie) and externally.

in a way, everyone became everyone's rock.


td 7

keep the faith people! be safe and keep in touch ! (: